I just know that someday, I'll just explode!!!!!!!! I'm already fucking HIGH SCHOOL!!!! If I want to go to bed at ten, I WILL!!! It doesn't even matter when I go to bed, I will still be moody and I won't be up till 6:45 (Five minutes before the bus comes). I hate getting up!!! And if want a freaking half hour shower!!! It takes a while for my hair to dry (Long hair equals pain in the butt). Why can't I do what I want!!!!! It's my freaking life! If I want my friend to give me a nice haircut, I should be allowed to ask her! But NOO, we have to spend $20 on a haircut that might not even looking right!! AHHHHH!!!!! I hate rules!!!!
Go to bed at nine, not ten. You're not allowed to let Akira cut your hair. You need to do homework before eating a snack (I concentrate better with food). No going out past six (Damn.). No listening to music while doing homework (I don't even know the point of that one). No wasting money on useless stuff. No working on your stories before homework.
The last one, pisses me off the most!! I'm a writer!! I will write no matter what!! My friend, Hitomi, took away every single notebook and paper except my worksheet. My teacher found two poems and a part of a story on the back!! Writing is in my blood!!! Just like listening to music while writing!!!
You can't mold me with rules!!! I become a rebel because of these damn rules!!! I will bend every rule I must!!
Okay, I'm done ranting for the day. Sorry for cursing. You might not see another post until next weekend since I have five hour play practice. Ja matta until then!
Sigh. Ones life leads to more pain and sadness, which can bring down the weak, but what people forget is all the good things in life, and the happiness it will bring you.
ReplyDeleteThere aren't enough good things in life to even out all the bad things that happen though.
ReplyDeleteThats why you must treat a good moment like its something more, so that way bad may out number but never out match.
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