Why! TELL ME WHY IN HELL I'M LIKE THIS!!! This life would be so much better if I could leave and never ever come back to this hell-hole prison they call home!!
Let me start from the beginning so you can all understand why I feel so god-damn angry!!
So I went down to the coffee shop since my AP European History class had a study group (since the AP test coming up in May). It finished around an hour later, so I bought a snack and a mocha and went over to the supermarket to buy some new shoes (my normal shoes, a.k.a. boots, are dead and no shoes in my house fit me.) I had $50 to buy normal shoes and some sandals for summer. I found some great sandals but no normal everyday shoes. Walking back from the store (About two miles away from home), I met my friend (who was driving with her family and jumped out the car to run to me) who was heading to the library. Knowing how much I love books, she asked if I can go with her, her sister, and her mom. I finished reading my manga, so we headed over to the antique store (You all know how much I talk about it). Inside I saw a geisha doll that was just like Otoha-chan, only as an adult, which I saw last month with Ishymaru. I got my friend to get it down (Since she could reach the shelf and I couldn't). It costed $20 but I had enough left. I went and bought her, instantly naming her Yuki. My friends took me back home afterwords. When my mom came home, she wanted to know how much money I had left after for my normal shoes. Being the wimp that I am, I just pointed at Yuki. She almost had a freaking panic attack. What she did not know was she, now, owes me over $40 of allowances and other jobs I have done. I had a shouting match with my sister (Making my already horrible cough, just that much worse) and after a lot of screaming and then about twenty minutes of no one speaking to the other, my mom gave me $20 for the shoes I so desperately need.
Even so, I still feel like I just want to scream and cry!! The only thing saving me seems to be Yuki-san. Her eyes are almost telling me to stay calm.
I'm sorry, but this is the only way I can vent anything out when everybody is gone. Ishymaru is at a B.B.Q. somewhere and Hitomi is at a horse show. My very few fellow bloggers that either were just scanning through blogs or actually follow me, I thank you very much for dealing with me.
Blessings be to all of you.
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