Usagi-Chan Is Happy!!!!

And guess why! As I was driving in my dad's car, he asked about the Emilie Autumn concert. He said he wants to talk with my friend's dad who is taking us there. Well, that means I'm going! Party at USAGI'S!!!! Sorry...I've had sugar. Anyway, now I can tell my friend she can buy the tickets without lieing. AND one of Usagi's close friends (No Japanese name yet, I'll fid one for her) is moving just down the road from my house. Same bus and we'll be able to walk downtown together. I just can't wait. This is going to be the best year ever! Apart from me breaking up with my ex, but I no longer care for that. Usagi will be in a good mood all week if my new semester classes are good. And if I get dinner soon. Anyway, that's it for today, Ja matta! (I think that's how it's said. Better watch more anime!)

I love My Junior Shakespeare class!

So today, we got in a convesation about our final, a take home essay with questions about Othello. In our discussion, our "Pandora" asked a seemingly innocent question. "Is Iago gay?"
That let off a bomb! Our teacher said to put it away until later, but somehow we kept getting on the subject. He then drew a square on the board and labeled it "Iago". Ten seconds later, a door was added and then it was called a closet. (Those who get my schools sense of humor will laugh.) Our poor teacher kept trying to get on topic, but soon, the box turned into a castle someone drew on. A castle on flames. Then a different student drew the box, exploding.
Finally, ten minutes before class ended. We asked our "Pandora" to FINALLY open the box.
And this is why I love Junior Shakespeare. We have so much fun. I even took a picture of the board, and as soon as I can, I'll put it up here.

............~Wheeeeee!~ Fun spinning chair!

Well my title says it all.........I'm bored!! I have done all my Apps on Facebook and I can't really sing and type my book at the same time. ~Sigh~ I was trying to sing How Strange by E.A. and trying to work on the dialog between Blanche and Jacques but I sort of failed......Oh Yay! Fire In The Head is playing! *Break for five minutes* Oh crap. I tried uploading some pictures from summer camp to FB and it created doubles of each picture. I leave you now my blog. To delete all the multiple pictures! Farewell. It is a difficult quest but I know I must return to you. If I do not make it, don't mourn me. Think upon my posts and my memory.....Ohh dinner is ready!
..........Yes I am dramtic! Got a problem with that?

Meet Hayami Otoha!!!

Well I think I told you about my little geisha doll I bought a while back from my favorite antique store. Well after watching anime and researching names I have found the answer. Since I couldn't decide between the two names I decided to use both since she won't have a last name. I call her Otoha-chan!
Hayami means rare and unusually beauty. She is quite a rare doll and very beautiful.
Otoha has so many meanings I'm just copying it from Wikipedia. It all depends on the kanji used.
 乙羽, "maiden, feathers"
 乙葉, "maiden, leaf"
 音羽, "sound, feathers"
 音葉, "sound, leaf"
I wish my real name had such a pretty meaning. ~Sigh~ The Japanese get all the awesome names. I love the name Usagi more! It's much cuter! Just like Otoha-chan! I can't wait to show her to all my friends in anime club and at school!

Saturday is My Winter Formal!

So on Saturday, is my Winter Formal for school. I have a little black dress from Homecoming that my German Exchange picked out for me, all I'm putting some sheer fabric at the bottom so it's floor length. The theme for last years Formal was Starry Winter Night, but this year because of all the (crazy) Harry Potter fans at our school, the theme is Yule Ball. I'm also dragging my friend "Shortie" to the dance. It'll be her first dance and even though it's formal, she'll be wearing a skirt (I'll try to change that). And since couple tickets are a dollar cheaper she'll be my "date". We like cheating the school (I mean it's $15 for a couple. And the food runs out halfway through. And the music sucks.)
So anyway, I convinced Shortie to come to Winter Formal and I hope I can convince Ishy-kun as well. He hasn't been to a dance either. Tomorrow after school, Shortie is coming to my house and is going to help me with my dress and we might go downtown to find some cool accessories at the antique store. I can't go in that store without buying something!

Should Have Done This Eariler...

Time to talk about me and why I have this blog! Well let's see.
About me:
You can find all about my on my profile and on my other blog, hiddenwriterspoets.blogspot.com
All info is on the pages to the right.
Why I have this blog:
I always have trouble keeping a journal since I forget about it a lot. My journal now (which I have named Mag, from a charecter in my book) is too small and I just have a lot of trouble keeping still enought to write in it (ADD problems). Since I have Youtube and all other sort of games on here, I can type in an almost calm way. And I like the little tapping sound the keys make!
So anyway, that's about it. I'm new to this whole Blogging thing so I'm learning as I go along. Like changing my background. I can't tell if it's Chinese or Japanese...

Something I Wish to Share

I was looking through more videos I can put on my playlist and I think I found the best AMV ever created. I have it right here.
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The scenes were perfect with the timing of music, the black and white effect gave it a lot of feeling at the important part, and just overall the best Blood +Plus Anime AMV ever!
This has been given the Usagi Hikari seal of approval. Only few videos ever get this award. Keep up the great work!

I have No Clue what To Call This post.

So I got a bit of courage to ask my dad about the Emilie Autumn concert. He kinda said no. *Cue sad violin music* But! *Halt music* He also kinda said yes. I didn't really, truly agree to what he said. So basically, he said yes, so I can go. Now since my mom and sister said yes, I'll just be a little demon/con-artist Usagi and buy my ticket, my dad will drive me home after his weekend earlier than normal, my friend will drive me back to the city, then we party with E. A. I feel so smart! So tomorrow, I'm going shopping for clothes (It's the end of the world! Run! Shopping for clothes is such a rarity for me.) at Fred Meyer, since I think it's open and there is no school, due to MLK Day. But I might actually go shopping since I get bored and feel really awkward when I shop by myself. Unless I go to the local Antique Store because they know me there. Every time I go in I need to buy something because of all the cool little trinkets and I love think the story behind the item.
Anyway, a smigde off subject....I think. My mind jut wanders to what I want to say in journal but I'm too lazy to write it. Until next time, Usagi out!

One Month And One Week (About)

So I've been wanting to go to this one concert coming near my city. It's Emilie Autumn and this is only her second tour in the United States and her first time in the West Coast! Since tickets are only $17 pre-order and my friend has planned out the whole day, there's only one problem left. My dad (cue music). See, I don't have the best grade due to my lack of attention, always writing in my eleven notebooks, and just plain not interested. There are only two classes were the problems arise in. A.P. European History (I'm getting better) and Chemistry (Why?). All others, even the most loathed Spanish, I at least have a C+ in. Once I convince my dad to let me go with my friend, it'll be my first concert ever. If I don't go, there will be a lot of negative posts here. Then the other problem is that's on a school night, starts at eight, ends near midnight. Once we get home, it'll probably be around one A.M. That and my grades are the only things stopping me from seeing my idol. Now I must leave before my mom goes completely crazy about me working online.

Why Does Everything Cost Money?!?!

I've been looking for a Murder Mystery Dinner Party game that I can play with all my friends. I played one at camp and I want to play one with all my acting friends! Well, I've been looking everywhere online for one that's free, because that's is how the one camp counsiler found it. So far, I've found TWO that I can print out and that are free. TWO! I know that there is a website out there. I remember seeing it on the page the counsiler printed out. If only I can find those paper. I know I saved them and camp was in summer, but I told my mom not to throw anything out! It's my sweet sixteen party! Last year, only two friends showed up. My sweet sixteen will be the best. It'll be hard to top the Lazer Tag party, but I shall do it!!
If anyone knows any sites with FREE Murder Mystery Parties to print, please tell me! I've been searching for a month!

What Lies In My Mind?

Mostly song lyrics like Blackmore's Night! First song is Vagabound (Make A Princess Of Me), The Circle, All In The Fun Of The Farye. Then Lastly my two Favorites, Darkness, and Loreley.

There's many a crooked path
That has ended me here
Tired, broken and wearing rags
Wild eyed with fear
There's so much more to this vagabond
Than the eye can see
You can see me through different eyes
Make a princess of meDoor to door with a heavy heart
Try to stave off the cold
In the distance a gypsy cart
Filled with thieves and rogues
(Chorus)Sing for supper and sing for pence
A song's all I have to give
With a fiddle and with no rest
Singing only to live
(Chorus)Through the window a golden glow
Families gather round
Here outside it starts to snow
Silence the only sound

I've been here for a million years
trough the joy, through the tears
but when I'm gone this will go on
and the circle starts again.
I've watched the mountains rise from dust
Saw the gold return to rust,
I had cried when the oceans died,
and the circle starts again.
I was here when the world began to turn
Kissed the sun as it started to burn,
The whispering at the reckoning
said: "The Circle starts again"
The moon was rising from above
I caught her eye and thought it was love,
but she turned her back,
the sky went black,
and the circle starts again..
I dance through castles made of stone
Walked the desert sands alone
In the midnight hour, You feel the power
and the circle starts again.
Now question falls to you my friend:
No beginning has no end,
will we ever learn?
with the world still turn?
will the circle start again?

In and out of a thousand stories
Here I stand somewhere in between
Kings and queens knights and glory
Flash before my eyes unseen
Laughing and loving living for summer
Dancing romancing the moon like a lover
Secrets and mysteries kept undercover
All in the fun of the faireI have entered through the gates
To see the queen in her finery
Playing chess with the king of spades
It's all part of the fantasy
(Chorus)Painted ladies with haunted eyes
Dance for you as they hypnotize
I can feel your heart beat faster
When gypsy becomes your master
I see you but you're not the same
The eye can see what it wants to see
Through the veil anything can change
You can be what you want to be
(Chorus)

Once upon a dark autumn night
I was so very far from sleep
I longed to walk beneath the stars
Into the wood so dark and deep
Neither myth nor faerie tale
Could keep me from the path to the maze
But eyes upon me I could feel
Hidden in the shadows watching always
Something in the darkness pulled me deeper
Something in the madness eased my mind
Was I awake or was I dreaming
Cut the strings that bind me to mankindOnce while I was sitting in my room
One cold and silver winter's day
I could hear an otherworldly call
Try as I might I couldn't turn away
(Chorus)Somewhere in between the moss and the stone
The wind and the wood became my home
I lay myself upon the green
When the ivy overgrew I could never leave

Merrily we sailed along
Though the waves were plenty strong
Down the twisting river Rhine
Following a song...
Legend's faded storyline
Tried to warn us all
Oh, they called her "Loreley"
Careful or you'll fall...
Oh, the stories we were told
Quite a vision to behold
Mysteries of the seas in her eyes of gold...
Laying on the silver stone, such a lonely sight
Barnacles become a throne, my poor Loreley...
And the winds would cry, and many men would die
And all the waves would bow down to the Loreley...x2You would not believe your eyes, how a voice could hypnotize
Promises are only lies from Loreley
In a shade of mossy green, seashell in her hand
She was born the river queen, ne'er to grace the land...
(Chorus X2)Oh, the song of Loreley
Charms the moon right from the sky...
She will get inside your mind, loveley Loreley...
When she cries "Be with me until the end of time"
You know you will never be with your Loreley...

(Chorus X4)

With You I'm Never Alone

I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No no no
I needed You today
So where did You go?
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?
[Chorus:]
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I"m never aloneAnd though I cannot see You
And I can't explain why
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
And though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen
[Chorus]
We cannot separate
You're part of me
And though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen
[Chorus]
I've been singing this song along with a few others that reflect how I'm feeling. It's like this guy I like. I feel like I'm so depressed and alone but then he's there and I feel automatically better. I can'texplain why he just makes me feel better. I just know eveything will be better when he's near. He's the one guy you always pray will be on so you can talk to him. Whenever he's near I know I'm never alone. But I feel like there's always something in our way, whether it's my lack of courage to ask him, or my last boyfriends. It's like a devil at my doorstep. For those dedicated Youtubers out there like me this song has a great anime video with it.
See the devil on the doorstep now (my oh my)
Telling everybody oh just how to live their lives
Sliding down the information highway
Buying in just like a bunch of fools
Time is ticking and we can't go back (my oh my)
What about the world today
What about the place that we call home
We’ve never been so many
And we've never been so alone
[Chorus]
You keep watching from your picket fence
You keep talking but it makes no sense
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are
You wash your hands and come out clean
Fail to recognise the enemies within
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are, we are, we areOne step forward making two steps back (my oh my)
Riding piggy on the bad boys back for life
Lining up for the grand illusion
No answers for no questions asked
Lining up for the execution
Without knowing why
[Chorus]It’s all about power then
Take control
Breaking the rule
Breaking the soul
They suck us dry till there’s nothing left
My oh my, my oh my
What about the world today
What about the place that we call home
We' ve never been so many
And we've never been so alone....
So alone
[Chorus]It’s all about power then (we are)
Take control (we are)
Breaking the rule (we are, we are)
Breaking the soul (we are)
They suck us dry till there’s nothing left (we are, we are)
My oh my, my oh my
We are
We are (its all )
We are
We are, we are (take control)
Why can't I take control of my life? Everybody knows what they want to do but I'm just lagging behind them. Before I go to sleep for tonight I'll lave you all with one last song that I'm singing for me and my friends tonight! And this is really long due to the lyrics.
 It's not like I'm walking alone into the valley of the shadow of death
Stand beside one another, 'cause it ain't over yet
I'd be willing to bet that if we don't back down
You and I will be the ones that are holding the Crown in the end
When it's over, we can say, "Well done"
But not yet, 'cause it's only begun
So, pick up, and follow me, we're the only ones
To fight this thing, until we've won
We drive on and don't look back
It doesn't mean we can't learn from our past
All the things that we mighta done wrong
We could've been doing this all along
Chorus:
Everybody, with your fists raised high
Let me hear your battle cry tonight
Stand beside, or step aside
We're on the frontline  X2And we'll be carrying on, until the day it doesn't matter anymore
Step aside, you forgot what this is for
We fight to live, we live to fight
And tonight, you'll hear my battle cry
We live our lives on the frontlines
We're not afraid of the fast times
These days have opened up my eyes
And now, I see where the threat lies
Chorus X2We've got to lead the way
Chorus X4

I got my PSAT scores back!!

Well I fought I was at least going to do well in my Writing Skills....And the worst in Math.
Critical Reading: 53: Higher than 80% of sophomores
Mathematics: 48: Higher than 63% of sophomores
Writing Skills: 41: Higher than 53% of sophomores.
Overall: 142: My Percentile: 51%
I felt okay...until I saw my friends score of 208 and 97%. All us 51% and lower are shunning her until further notice.

Bored Day Part 2

Youtube is working again so I'm listening to my anime playlist. My favorite song on here is I'm Alive by Becca. Its the 1st ending song for Black Bulter Season 1. Here are the lyrics:

Nothing I say comes out right,
I can't love without a fight,
no one ever knows my name.
When I pray for sun, it rains.
I'm so sick of wasting time,
but nothings moving in my mind,
inspiration cant be found.
I get up and fall but,
I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah,
between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and Ill sleep when I die,
I'll live my life, I'm Alive!
Every lover breaks my heart,
and I know it from the start,
still I end up in a mess,
every time I second guess.
All my friends just run away,
when I'm having a bad day,
I would rather stay in bed, but I know there's a reason.
When I'm bored to death at home,
when he wont pick up the phone,
when I'm stuck in second place,
those regrets I cant erase.
Only I can change the end,
of the movie in my head,
there's no time for misery,
I wont feel sorry for me.
I'm Alive, I'm Alive, oh yeah,
between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I'll live my hard life,
I'll live my life,
I'm Alive!

Best english ending for a japanese anime!! Better than Gundam Wing's Brave Eyes and Last Impression combined!........Well on the same level at least.....I can't decide! I'm Alive is a song you can sing and dance to, Brave Eyes just makes you want to dance and party, and Last Impression is just so epic, especially in Endless Waltz when Wing Zero custom appears! You just know how's going to win and you can just hear Heero say "Mission Complete."!!!!
*Has sudden urge to watch Gundam Wing and Gundam Wing Endless Waltz for the millionth time*
This is what happens when you let girls grow up to be Otaku's........Don't stop them! Let them watch all the Black Butler, Gundam Wing, and Blood+ they want. Okatu is in their blood! If you stop them they will hurt you!!

Bored Day

I'm so freakin' bored. Winter's break is almost over but I'm so unmotivated. I feel like I'm in a vegetable state like in the play I'm in. And on top of that youtube is taking a long time to load.....Sigh.......let's see if I can get rid of writers block.